Tests before school even starts?: Journal 12/30/06
I woke up this morning at 6am and just couldn’t fall back to sleep. Luckily my internet got hooked up yesterday so I’m not going crazy just staring at the blank white walls. So here I am going clickity click click in the wee hours of the morning.
Yesterday was also the day of my “crazy scary doctor visit”. A couple of weeks ago I found one of those lumps in my breast that seem to be all the rage these days. I was scheduled for tests on the 26th… the day after Christmas… and a reading of those tests on the 29th. I found myself in an odd bind. It’s a heavy mental burden to worry and think of all the “what if’s”. But I didn’t find it appropriate to worry everyone during the holiday season especially considering that I didn’t quite know what the deal was with it. So besides the release of unburdening on a very select few, I’ve felt quite a lot of anxiety this last week. Add to that anxiety moving to a new place and holiday obligations….  sigh. I’m exhausted. Yet still can’t sleep the night through.
The tests came back negative by the way.
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